Four :05

No matter what happens, tomorrow will always come!-Makarov Dreyar

Ah man these lines are so true. The things you learn from watching huh. Another 5 more days!!! Commonnnn go by faster! Seems like chicken is postponed yet again.... zzzz when i see an event on facebook, i expect it to happen, not come the day before and then tell everyone that its booked out til the 7th of feb. The fuck. So retarded... but oh well, shit happens gahahaha.

You know, i thought pretty hard on how i just accepted things. I didnt give my all in that one moment i needed to, I simply just said 'ok'. Maybe things would have changed, maybe not but as a man you cant be greedy. If shes happy with it cool, play it out as you normally would, even if it kills you on the inside. Well thats the way i see it.

On another topic i had a nightmare last night. It was about me and MyVy. It was the day when she turned me down and well, she turned me down LOL and well the 'me' flipped shit, i litterally was screaming out fuck over and over again hahahaha. Guess i couldnt come to terms with it, perhaps thats how i felt/feel now? Things are still a jumble zzz. But to the main point, the way i see dreams/nightmares, its a gateway to a parallel world. To see what you are doing in an alternate demension or how you meet your end but thats just the way i view things in my crazy head. I checked the clock afterwards, it was 4:05 and i couldnt get back to sleep for atleast what i think would have to be half an hour.

Lets see what life brings :) Koi.