Sorry for not posting for what seemed like forever in my eyes. Been caught up recently and havent had the chance to blog about my ever so boring life :) but when i do get the chance, it always is either 12-1 in the morning and i usually ko and cant be fucked. Today i had a little nap at 4 so im good to go for abit more haha.
Yesterday we went to redcliffe to celebrate hocs 19th it was a fun day out with people i dont usually hang with. Mostly 2dn members and a couple of others. What got me annoyed was priority though, some people just have the mos fucked up sense. I mean, this is a brother's birthday, it happens once a year yet they decide to go do something else no more important than everyday household chores.
That evening we got hard drinks and well, we played drinking games and got drunk. During that process i called cindy out to talk about something that happened so long ago. It should have imo, been discussed on the same night when it first happened but anywho, we talked it out a first time but inwas satisfied LOL. So i called her out again and this time i went through it thoroughly with her and with that i felt better after a hug n a kiss on the head. Cause if i have that second conversation i would be still punching that bag and still being angry with myself. Just start over again, from the beginning.
Now for issue 2 that went down that night. I was laying around in Kevin's room when Alex comes in and says Leon needs our help and naturally I go and help out. After a 5 minute walk to the park, I see him sitting down crying at 10-11at night. I asked what happened and the gist of it was that he drank too much and lost controll of his emotions. Seems like he kind of was still hung up over Cindy yet he doesn't want to be. So he is torn in between a battle, of his heart vs his mind. There was me, jack, vinh and seed. Kind of lost track of everyone else. Anywho, we try and comfort him through his emotionally troubled mind and surprise surprise... it aint working. So here we are sitting on the ground at 11 at night listening to a bro spewing his guts out. So I nudge him with words such as, 'come on, lets go back to Kevins' but he refused and so i kept going and he kept going about why he was like this. Etc etc etc i give him a god damn 30minute pep talk about brothers, family, guilds, fairy tail, my past and the importance of letting it all. Half way through it all th rest of the guys come running from out of nowhere LOL. The loudest of them all was Hoc, i swear he was going to wake up the whole neighbourhood hahah. I heard that they all came cause they thought Leon was getting jumped or something along those lines. When they got there god knows what happened cause they were like 'is anything happening?' We replied with a no... and as fast and loud as they came, they retreated back to the house. During this talk after they left, Vinh didn't seem to like the way i was dealing with things so pretending to be Mr. Im a pschitristdchduebrbsas he kept squeezing my arm and telling me to stop. Sorry bud but you're going to have to try harder than that. He then got all emotional and fucked off LOL. Jack told seed to go after him and see what that was all about. Anywho i lent Leon my hand and piggybacked his broke ass back to Kevs cause he couldnt stand/walk.( he must have sprained his foot running from before) hes the twist, he doesn't remember anything from the park episode.....LOL i spent 30minutes fully pep talking him and he doesnt remember. Thats all for tonight... im ko-ing been writing this in the dark for 40 minutes now. Will continue tommorrow, promise :)
Night all
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